Let me blog about my timetable tmr. I hafta reach sch earlier to photocopy the handouts for my class during my presentation. I have lecture 10-12, proj meeting 12-3, RP (research programme) 3-4, tutorial 4-6. gosh gosh gosh.. and if you are reading this and thinking, siao! exactly.. but this is the timetable that i'm living with currently.. itz like tat almost everyday.. i'm so shagged i can't recall what it means to feel rested. Aside from that, I have 8 projs which took up my whole recess week and i'm still doing with lotsa deadlines due, and not even one sentence for my psych term paper. I have 4 mid-term papers and they are all content heavy for which i have had no time to study. Best thing: they are all negative marking. Whatz negative marking? negative marking means if u get one answer correct, you get 1 mark as per usual. but if you get one answer wrong, you MINUS 1 mark... so wonderful right?!?!? geeeeez.......... i just hope i dun get negative for any of them.. that would be so malu... but then again, i'm thinking i'll prob end up handing in a blank sheet for my calculus other than for my name.. itz on a sat somemore.. and why the hell i'm taking calculus i still dun understand.. guess who are the ppl who mainly make up my whole LT other than me? ch*na PR*S who are year 2 maths majors.. i dun even wanna compete with them.. i juz wanna get the module over and done with and S/U it... gosh..
and i dun care even if i have econs graded paper due and all on 17 march, my mid-terms end on 15 march and i'm gonna play.. i'm gonna go out or juz chill or wateva.. i seriously need it.. 15 march pls come quick.. pls pls pls...haiz.. juz lemme survive this damn sem....
on a lighter note, i gotta thank my two study partners.. my darling bluey who has no mid-terms but still loyally mugs with me and puts up with my crabby attitude.. and miss tan y.z! haha she has provided comic relief in the form of *wonders of wonders!* herself!!! so when i'm mugging till the point that i feel like tearing my hair out, therez a clown right there to entertain me! hahahaha... ok i'm damn mean.. later she dun wanna drive me around hee... and i managed to play a few games of daytona on her laptop (which I got lotsa critical commentary that were sooo mean) so yeah that made my studying much better. thank you so much ms tan! study again together k!! heeee

lately i keep telling myself, juz be satisfied.. itz no use asking or wanting for more when therez nothing... i am already very blessed, let me just be content with what i have....