this is bad... i have south asian and nation building together so i gotta prepare for both, and i haven read the lecture notes let alone the readings, and i spent the whole of yesterday sleeping and today so far re-reading one of the stories that i love so much.. itz abt how this guy is a fae and long time ago, he fell in love with this woman Anna and married her. So he goes to the fae queen to request that she make Anna immortal too, but the evil queen who wants him binded to her casts a spell that makes Anna immortal.. after being reborn and losing all the happy memories.. and so he waits for years and finally, his anna is a famous singer with the name dianna.. but trick of irony, he falls in love with stacey, dianna's sister instead, and so despite trying to deny his feelings for her, he decides to declare his love for her, even though knowing that a love declaration to anyone else but his reborn anna relegates him to eternal slavery to the queen. but, miracle of miracles (though one would have guessed this much earlier in the novel) the evil queen had actually switched anna's soul into another body so that he wouldn't recognise her. Thankfully his heart led him to the correct one in the end. Sooo touching!!!

OK, I REALLY need to go and start mugging and SERIOUS mugging for my south asian and nation building. Juz one more thing, reminding me of why i have this uncontrollable urge to blog anyway.

I love you. Juz wanna tell all my friends this. I love you. Watching J's grief yesterday over her friend who died in the dragonboat accident made me realise once again how unpredictable life is. What if one of your friends juz leaves without you having the opportunity to tell him/her once again how much the friendship means to you? For J, I hope that you will still be able to get through the exams even with the grief you carry, and may heaven bless you and all your other friends who share this common grief. I do not know how you feel, cos' I have been fortunate and blessed enough not to have anyone in my life leave this world, but I can imagine how heartbreaking and how senseless it all feels. To all my friends, I love you I love you I love you.