.Claudia's Ruminations.

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Bonjour.

Something in your eyes, makes me wanna lose myself
Makes me wanna lose myself, in your arms
There's something in your voice
Makes my heart beat fast
Hope this feeling lasts for the rest of my life

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This is the one who writes,
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-Claudia
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-RVPS.NYGH.RJC.NUS.

Friday, November 30, 2007

After today's paper, i guess i'm more relaxed.. yeah i have one more paper to go, but that paper's on wed, so today i can take a breather.. esp with the stress of writing 3 essays last night and 2 essays this morn.. i realli need it.. esp with the shocker that came last night in the middle of two of my most xiong papers... AT, u realli choose the best times to haunt me, dun you? i'll tell F abt it all on Sun.. even tho i feel a bit weird cos' we are not official so technically i'm not being unfaithful and anyway itz not unfaithful aft i've talked to yuxin and joce, tho i still feel quite guilty but oh well.. i'll come clean on sunday...

on a brighter note, my birks arrived! on a sadder note, itz a bit too big width wise cos' i shld have ordered narrow instead of narrow.. but ok lah, juz tat it looks a bit uglier and walking's a but more uncomfortable cos' the fitting is not tat gd, but oh well at least at first glance it doesn't look too big for me and my birks are still pretty, so i guess i'm pretty ok with my birks! juz saw a dress thatz quite plain but cool and i keep telling myself to stop spending money, esp that i shld save money so that i can go shopping with joce and then burn a hole in my pocket but my fingers are itching away.. ahhh.. nvm i shall go sleep.. i need it aft the sleepless night i had last night.. tata!

Claudia had written, at 3:06 pm

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Tuesday, November 27, 2007

this is bad... i have south asian and nation building together so i gotta prepare for both, and i haven read the lecture notes let alone the readings, and i spent the whole of yesterday sleeping and today so far re-reading one of the stories that i love so much.. itz abt how this guy is a fae and long time ago, he fell in love with this woman Anna and married her. So he goes to the fae queen to request that she make Anna immortal too, but the evil queen who wants him binded to her casts a spell that makes Anna immortal.. after being reborn and losing all the happy memories.. and so he waits for years and finally, his anna is a famous singer with the name dianna.. but trick of irony, he falls in love with stacey, dianna's sister instead, and so despite trying to deny his feelings for her, he decides to declare his love for her, even though knowing that a love declaration to anyone else but his reborn anna relegates him to eternal slavery to the queen. but, miracle of miracles (though one would have guessed this much earlier in the novel) the evil queen had actually switched anna's soul into another body so that he wouldn't recognise her. Thankfully his heart led him to the correct one in the end. Sooo touching!!!

OK, I REALLY need to go and start mugging and SERIOUS mugging for my south asian and nation building. Juz one more thing, reminding me of why i have this uncontrollable urge to blog anyway.

I love you. Juz wanna tell all my friends this. I love you. Watching J's grief yesterday over her friend who died in the dragonboat accident made me realise once again how unpredictable life is. What if one of your friends juz leaves without you having the opportunity to tell him/her once again how much the friendship means to you? For J, I hope that you will still be able to get through the exams even with the grief you carry, and may heaven bless you and all your other friends who share this common grief. I do not know how you feel, cos' I have been fortunate and blessed enough not to have anyone in my life leave this world, but I can imagine how heartbreaking and how senseless it all feels. To all my friends, I love you I love you I love you.

Claudia had written, at 3:16 pm

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Thursday, November 22, 2007

Expectations and disappointments....

But when I need you
You're almost here
And I know that's
Not enough
But when I'm with you
I'm close to tears
'Cause you're only almost here

What will happen if I decide to accept FM? Is that the end before an official start?

Claudia had written, at 1:14 am

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Sunday, November 18, 2007

was supposed to STUDY today.. today was supposed to be my MOST productive day, but then gosh i'm such a lousy toot.. woke up at 12 cos' my stomach was growling haha then had my brunch.. aft that went back to bed, and aft that i've been online shopping till now and eating reese choco and lays and playing text twist (my new infatuation) gosh gosh i shld have juz arranged study session with miss tan today.. then today would be productive cos' if I weren't, she'd definitely nag at me.. bleahz...

a translation in my own words to describe how I kinda feel =)

Spring advances with stealth
An image of happiness slowly forms
The city lights meld into a beautiful picture
Happiness starts to grow
The scent of jasmine permeates the night air
In the veil of the moonlight, I see no sadness
At the field in front of the carousel
Love starts to blossom

Thinking of you, I feel breathless
Unknowingly, my lips curl upward
Are these the symptoms of blissfulness?
The slight heat in my heart
Thinking of you, I become breathless
A blushing face and uneven breath
Are these the symptoms of blissfulness?
Unconsciously growing breathless again

The night air scented with jasmine
In the moonlight, I can see no sadness
At the field in front of the carousel
Love starts to blossom

Thinking of you, I feel breathless
Unknowingly, my lips curl upward
Are these the symptoms of blissfulness?
The slight heat in my heart
Thinking of you, I become breathless
A blushing face and uneven breath
Are these the symptoms of blissfulness?
Unconsciously growing breathless again

An unshakable dream
Unbothered even if no one applauses
The unwavering faith
Bursts through the walls of my heart towards you

Thinking of you, I feel breathless
Unknowingly, my lips curl upward
Are these the symptoms of blissfulness?
The slight heat in my heart
Thinking of you, I become breathless
A blushing face and uneven breath
Are these the symptoms of blissfulness?
A heat stirs in me
Unconsciously growing breathless again...

Claudia had written, at 4:41 pm

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Saturday, November 10, 2007

well yesterday was a completely unproductive day. I was supposed to earn my end of the day by waking up early to study, but what happened? I juz woke up for lunch and stayed in bed all the way until 3.30 when i prepared to go out. Wonderful, ah lian. You will soooo do well for ur exams manx. Anyway yesterday watched stardust with jiale!! ooh.. so nice can.. NICE NICE NICE NICE itz the nicest movie this year lah.. I WANNA GET THE VCD WHEN IT COMES OUT AND I'LL WATCH AND WATCH AND WATCH UNTIL I CAN ACTY SAY THE LINES OUT HAHAHAHA........ oh and we tried out of the pan at raffles city, the crepes were nice, but if u want my two cents worth, if u have only enough to buy one course juz skip the crepe straight to the ice cream waffles. Yeah. oh and yesterday i received his christmas prezzie heehee.. I got it from japan, hope he likes it =)

Claudia had written, at 3:50 pm

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Thursday, November 01, 2007

gosh gosh gosh i should be studying and preparing for my exams but there are so many movies i wanna catch!! some alr out, some gonna be out. ahhh..... i'm a movie mania lol... i wanna watch these movies:

Stardust
Seeker
Lust, Caution (R21)
Good Luck Chuck
Hero
ENCHANTED
Fred Claus

haha anyway i'm soo happy that my horrible week is coming to an end alr. with one more lecture to go and i'm done =] nation building test last night was c-r-a-p.. but aft tat was the highlight!! haha went crystal jade and had pork rib la mian, raddish pastry and xiao long bao.. and aft dinner, what else but dessert!! heee.... went to cold rock even tho i called it 'ice rock' at first lol and i love boysenberry and cold rock is my new love! yippee!! ooh but nxt time i want the swing.... :(

Claudia had written, at 5:29 pm

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