.Claudia's Ruminations.

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Bonjour.

Something in your eyes, makes me wanna lose myself
Makes me wanna lose myself, in your arms
There's something in your voice
Makes my heart beat fast
Hope this feeling lasts for the rest of my life

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This is the one who writes,
This is the one that bites.

-Claudia
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-RVPS.NYGH.RJC.NUS.

Tuesday, January 16, 2007

All I did was ask you to enter my mailbox to help me check if I had received any new messages that day. I did not ask you to anyhow click around and try to change the way things are arranged, and now everything is messed up. I have not been able to receive any single of the e-mails that have been sent to me from fri onwards and I dunno how to undo what you did and you dun even know what you did to my mailbox. I may have to close down this e-mail, which I dun want to cos' I've had this e-mail since pri 5 and all my friends know me by this e-mail. why couldn't you have juz helped me check? if the so-called "messiness" had bothered you, then you could have juz signed out and told me my mailbox was in a mess and you didn't wanna help me check, as simple as tat.

Claudia had written, at 12:02 am

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Sunday, January 14, 2007

OK I went online to check out the name of the bank that I'm gonna work in.. itz spelled Deutsche Bank, and itz the world's biggest foreign-exchange bank by market share.. woohoo.. kinda excited but also very scared that I will screw up cos' I've never worked before... but I can anticipate that it will be a fulfilling experience and finally I will have a new category called "work experience" on my resume hehez... damn cool lahz.. mon will be my last day packing the modems for singtel... now thinking abt it a bit reluctant cos' I realli do like the environment and the company, but I'm also already looking forward to my new adventure with eagerness, albeit a little of trepidation too... but nvm, ah lianz aja aja fighting!!! yea yea yea!!! and charlene faster finish your 2 weeks attachment to tan tock seng hospital so that you can come back to the bank to work and then it will be so much more fun too! hehez...

Claudia had written, at 1:54 pm

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Thursday, January 11, 2007

It was a hard day's work... huibin, shiting and I were packing modems for singtel like madwomen.. i was on my feet more or less from 9-6 packing and carrying the boxes and scanning in the barcodes.. all our fingers ended up casualties hahaz.. by the time my thumb started bleeding, the whole box of plasters were used finish already, so i juz had to stand the pain until i reached home and use my own plaster.. think I'll bring my own plasters tml cos' my other fingers are on the verge of bleeding too.. it was tiring labour work but so much more fun than my previous job..I wonder why.. could it be because the people are so much nicer? could it be cos' I have my friends for company? could it be because I actually get paid instead of giving free labour? hahaz should be all bah.. anyway tml more packing and carrying to do.. I think after we pack finish all 6000 modems we would have muscles? *grinz* hahaz look out ppl! ah lian is gonna become muscle woman soon!!! hehez...

Claudia had written, at 9:31 pm

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Saturday, January 06, 2007

Remember we used to discuss the possibility of this day coming? And you would promise me that you would take care of me? Well, I'm fairly certain that the day has come. But you are no longer here to protect me. I'm so scared.. I'm juz so scared... why me? why me?

Claudia had written, at 6:48 pm

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Friday, January 05, 2007

OK, juz read sth and now my previous good mood is gone. Bloody hell, I'm freaking pissed. Like whateva. WATEVA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Claudia had written, at 11:24 pm

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OK I've changed my blogskin, and this one seemed kinda reflective of my mood.. although there was another blogskin that suited my mood more perfectly, juz that it would have been too obvious, and my maths is a little screwed rite now so I wouldn't have been able to exactly label the front page properly. Anyway I've quit my job and I feel so damn happy!! Though I'll hafta find another job..and I realli dunno what to do about my stupid resume. Like, describe myself? damn i realli dunno how to describe myself. I hate writing resume. So idiotic.
If I had said yes, it would have been for the wrong reasons. Itz been so long, I realli think that you should juz forget abt it. You know very clearly that I've never had feelings for you. I still don't, and I never will. Both of us know that very clearly.
Anyway new year's day was fun..or rather the eve. Went out with the class for the countdown and see fireworks. After that we walked to clarke quay pubbing. What was most amusing was the our class kinda got lost in the crowd and ended up splitting into 3 major groups, so we converged back at clarke quay. Went to my beloved bewerkz, and I realized that i kinda like beer! or rather, I liked our beer, the fruity one. I didn't like the other one at all. in hasu's words, "BLEAH!" hahaz but at least i finally found an alcoholic drink that i can actually drink. Anyway hui bin and shiting ended up pretty drunk I think. I wasn't exactly drunk but a little light-headed. after that hasu and i walked tai tai home, then hasu walked me home. Then I showered and watched the countdown at vivo which i had taped, the one with jj!!!! hahaz then i had a very early breakfast at 6 am. then it was lala-land for me. hehez
OK how come i see photos online of e zuo ju zhi wen that are supposed to be part of the show but they are not in the show? i know that when after filming a number of scenes are cut and not included in the vcd, but then how did these ppl then have the photos? and dun tell me that they have seen the uncut version? how can that be? how did they see it? ahh i wanna see! hahaz ok i'm going crazy here.
going for dinner at holland v tml! yay quite excited, cos' I haven been to holland v for so long.

Claudia had written, at 10:53 pm

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