I can't believe it. The stupid lift in my hdb broke down. I had to climb 23 stories with a heavy backpack and carrying a heavy plastic bag!!! argh! and when u climb the stupid stairs u have to turn and turn and i was so dizzy when i reached my home! arrggh!!!!

tried to go look for balloons for xt, but cldn't find in gwc, only found the very small and kinda pathetic kinda balloons, so sorry, i tried liaoz.

Tml is valentine's day! I've been pretty excited the whole of today cos' i tink tml will be pretty fun. Was sitting at home juz now tinking abt what i'm gonna do tml, when i got to thinking that no longer will i have valentines like tat of the past where i can receive a bouquet of flowers and a box of my fav chocs. In fact i prob wun be able to ever again. I got to tinking that tml u will be celebrating with ur present gf. And i wondered if i wld cry. Then i realised i wun. I will definitely miss always having someone to buy me ice cream and choc whenever i'm sad to cheer me up, to buy mango ice cream cake and sing for me, to play pool and soccer and badminton with me, to purposely push me into lamp-posts and call me a dumb little gurl, to play with dogs and in the playground with me, to watch movie and share popcorn with me, to hear all my sorrows and supporting me in my stuff like my performances. I will miss supporting someone. Therez a quote in yuna's blog that goes something like, "sometimes i wish i never met u, cos' now i know that therez someone like you out there." there was once that i felt this was pretty true. You may not be a best person in this world, in fact it seems like u are far from it. but u made me very happi, and let me know that there is someone like u who cld make me very happi. so i was pondering, is that statement true for me, cos' there've been so many times that i felt tat itz so true. But then i realise that now, i know how it is like to love and to be loved in return. I know how it is like to put someone before me, to truly and deeply care for someone in that way. I know how it is like to feel protected and to want to protect. i know how it is like to be realli happi in that way. and i have u to thank for all these. I thank u for all these gifts, and wish u all the best. May u have a wonderful day tml. I know i will, cos' i will be spending it with wonderful friends.

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