Wahz, very long never update liaoz..hahz.. think itz cos' i haven been coming online much.. then when i come online juz settled some stuff then go offline to sleep liaoz.. so sorry my darling blog, I've neglected u.. which reminds me, I'm been neglecting my lovely diary too..which shldn't be the case cos' i chose such a lovely book to be my diary, i shldn't be ignoring it..
anyway, yesterday i had interact in the morning! hahaz..at first was quite unhappy that i hadda wake up so early, and the fun fair was realli super boring.. games were dead even less then half an hr into the "fun fair".. but then the interacters are nice hahaz.. so i guess i'm ok with my cca.. hope tat i can find lotsa friends and be happi there..hahaz... after that i went orchard to meet up with abigail and we went on a major shopping spree.. hehez.. I spent more than $150!! Horror of horrors... so now I'm officially broke..bleahz.. and i made a mistake.. i bought the white spag instead of the pink blouse.. bleahz..so now i still have a pink blouse to buy, and my jeans, but i can't cos' I'm seriously broke, and i needa replenish the money into my bank account.. of man oh man oh man.... after that we went to bugis to meet up with yanqi, yue ting and jesslyn.. hahaz.. then they treated me to swensons, after which we went... SHOPPING!!! hehez..again...hahaz.. it was realli fun... I realised that even tho i like rj, i have realli realli missed hanging out with them.. and hahaz..i dunno.. the only reason i'd wish to still be in vj would be them..and maybe drama.. but more of them.. hahaz.. i realli sincerely wanna keep up my friendship with them, cos' they rock and i realli feel an affinity with them...
Anyway, juz realised that joce and jx are together liaoz.. hahaz i'm very happi for them, cos' i can feel that they love each other a lot and that they make a very gd couple.. even tho they are both tired and the r/ship may be kinda strained, they still love each other enough to want to pull thro it.. hahaz.. i'm so proud of both of them, and i realli wish that things can work out between both of them..made me think of arvin... but then i realised how different the two situations are.. in their situation, they love each other a lot and therefore are willing to try and pull thro.. in mine.. arvin totally stopped loving me..hahaz.. so there was like, 0 chances of us ever lasting.. to think that he was the one i had truly wanted to spend my whole life with.. in fact, i had been so sure he was The One that it never occurred to me he'd stop loving me..
Anyway, in matters of the heart, i'm so confused rite now..hahaz.. izzit possible tat wat i think is happening is happening? hahaz.. dunno..but wateva.. bgr isn't the only thing tat matters in one's life anyway.. there are many more things, such as friends.. i wanna thank heavens for all my friends.. each and every single one of them..hahaz.. Thank u heavens.