Looks like this is an extremely volatile period for everybody, filled with extreme stress, depression with a pendulum swing to happiness and excitement. If I sound contradictory, that's cos' I haven been blogging in chronological order about all the things that I wanna blog but I still wanna blog about everything lol.. does that make sense? I guess not...
Yesterday was an extremely trying day for me, which totally does not bode well being the first day of exams... woke up in pain and puking away... tried to drink some warm water, puked it out along with bile... tried to eat a bowl of porridge, puked more than half of that too... puke puke puke, barely hobbled to exam hall.. darling brought chicken essence for me that we both didn't know whether it would stay in my treacherous stomach, but I decided heck, my stomach seemed to feel better and the most I puke in exam hall lor. What a dramatic way of exit hur hur... Thankfully the paper was the one that I'm most prepared for, and even though midway through my hands and legs suddenly went numb for reasons beyond me, and my stomach showed signs of possible trouble, I managed to pull through thank heavens. After that darling queued the ginormously long queue at yakun to get me horlicks... so schwwweettt! Today is another exams day, what a life manx lol...
I have this feeling that I am biting off more than I can chew, so I keep telling myself to chew faster... just imagine everything that needs to be done are like stones in the path that I have to shovel off... off goes the the snow until I reach a stone, then I gather an impulse strength and off flies the stone! Yeah sounds great, seems to be working... Was telling darling that I seem to be have panic attacks, so have to train my breathing and cut down on the crazy coffee intake... seems like for quite some time already, I have been drinking about one glass of plain water and then the rest of the day's fluid intake belongs to nestle white coffee...
Miss Tan's symptoms sound like a OD on sleeping pills funnily haha but I am super concerned about you ok so take my advice and try aromatherapy pls...and no more sleeping pills cos' you are reacting way abnormally to it... we'll jio l4d after exams and I dun want you to be a zombie in real life slurring away like an imbecile haha... but really, jokes aside, pls take care ok woman, i'll treat you yummy cake and ice cream after everything is o-v-e-r. You can treat me brkfst at rider's cafe *winks*
Note to self: need to get down to the verbal reasoning test soon. Dun want my application to be nulled just cos' I dallied cos' of exams. Numeracy test was haha a total eye opener and so 'exciting' but I still keep refreshing the email telling me that I passed and have moved on to the next stage. So excites. And what does it mean if you have this bluish blackish thingy on your face? Is it a blood clot?! ewwww....grosss....
One of the happiest things that have happened to me so far in my dreary non-life life:
Thanks bong! So schweet haha I love it so much! The day itself was okey, had school but darling said he would bring me out for dinner and I chose KFC so I was happy! Plus he bought me a box of guylian choco, with TWENTY-TWO chocos inside, a number that popped outta his mouth v frequently throughout the whole day! booo!!
Ok gotta prepare le, hope the paper goes well.
